Beautiful day; Beautiful people

life is fun and easy.. those beautiful people around you made your days even prettier.. Why shouldn't we appreciate? we are all beautiful in our our own way.. Loner got his "beauty" in a different way as compared to you guys.. just admit, loner just too obsess with his own *****.. thats where this entry came from.. Loner just realized dat everyday he look into the mirror he'll said "Im so glad God gave me this physical for my soul.. He never did mistake" its fun to smile at yourself in the mirror and thanks to Him everytime...

But that is not all about it.. sometimes you will see your weakness from time to time.. n so what?? told ya, "God naver make mistakes!" its fair enough... one of those my friends told me before, "How come this life is so unfair?? Loner, you're smart, you do some sports, you play music, you good in this, good in that....." haa... this is where my previous entri took part... (haven't read?? its ok...).. wat can i say, speechless and be proud..(mutant and proud!) but what happen inside?? i was thinking whenever this girl know what are those im lack off, she will be so proud of herself... thats the beauty,, (the girl said those words is also has an angel look - "God, you're creation, AMAZING!!")

Then those friends near you, what they did?? some they hack you, but more, they spread their love n happiness in the air...

these are the smiles that cheer my day up and never disappointed me before... these r my classmates and my Russian Lecturer whose rejoicing her last few weeks in Malaysia... Ok, Loner is now in INTEC doing preparation to go to Russia, so spending my precious moment here in n share my "simply me" story to you guys...

Some people are too good to be forgotten.. like some of those who keep me in company whenever im in my " I'm a loner" mode.. gee, for the first time in my life, i appreciate a very small things people did to me.. to be frank, it was hard for me to thank people though its easy for my lips to say "thanks" to someone.. lack of sincerity here... but then, loner realized that, why need to be selfish?? who else would i thank to if not to those who appreciate you as their company??

to be continued~

Just be Proud. What else can you do??

salam final exam skalian... Loner is in mode of study so, instead of playing games all the times, lemme spend some seconds of my life to blog.. FUHH~~~ 1 month already... x terasa laa kn?? well, just today, its an effortless topic with 1 advice, "be proud of it!"..

wer to start?? lets start wif an ilustration...

Its a rice ball (onigiri).. a sad rice ball..

sometimes, we spend too much time thinking of what other people have that we don't.. and sometimes we feel sad of it.. if you are 1 of it, ur a human being... and if not??? hek eleh... jangan nk tipu diri sendiri laa... if its true ur not one of us, go away!

but then?? why onigiri???

thats because, like us, rice balls have their own special filling inside or to be precised, at their back...sometimes they have a very large and sweet syrupy plum, sometimes a very expensive and classy salmon, sometimes an imported tunas... whats the problem?? they cannot see it... but others can! and some of them suffer the same way as you do... they'll feel bad and of themselves commiserating and cry the whole semester and buat alasan to not to study Physics! (AAARRGHHHH... Loner cepat siapkan entri! this week so intensive!!)

(actually all these illustrations came from a Japanese Series; Fruits Basket)

from my perspective, i can see those people around me are so so so.. brainy and insanely intelligent... and me??? what to do??? play Dota laa some more... its okay... just try your best and be proud of it... i cant wait to know what kinda filling im having behind me right now... somebody please tell me wat it is! a luxurious salmon imported from Alaska... or its an ayam panggang from pasar malam?? anyway of them, just be proud of it...

i think thats all 4 tonite... need to rest...special thank you to my cousins who introduce me to the series, thanks to my friends who believe in me all the time... spend your precious time to calm down and once more; "be proud of it!"~ night,, wassalam...